Conversations With God

Conversations with God is a volume of my Truth Seekers book series. This volume shares my very personal and raw journey of faith and transformation. Transparency in relationship is vital. I hope you are able to draw strength, hope, and encouragement for your journey from mine.

7-4-2017

Thank You for the freedom I can only know in You, Dad. I know pruning hurts but I’d rather hurt a bit now and be rid of things that oppose Your plans for me, things that I have to let go – control, preconceived ideas, false hopes, desires that do not bring me to You, masks, lies in my head, false pride, wrath, complaining, discontent, mistrust, unbelief, impurities, obsessions, distractions, mistakes, unforgiveness, emotional dysfunction, double mindedness, bitterness, hurt, sadness, dreams, hopes, goals, imperfections, dirtiness, judgement, fear, worry, my intentions, heart, flesh, sinful nature, my todays.

Thank You in advance for knowing how much pressure I need and for how long I must endure to be who You created in me. Empty me, my God, my King, Love me more than I can stand, bring me to completion in You, overflow so all will Feel You, See You, Be Healed In You, by Your Presence in and through me.

Daddy, I trust Your Grace will carry me when I cannot walk.

I’d rather be broken, bleeding, crawling to heaven than standing still and allowing hell to consume me.

Please don’t leave me where I’m at longer than needed Dad. It’s pretty heavy. Thank You for the pressure. I know its gonna bring You out. Thank You for Your goodness to me. There IS purpose here. Show me, reveal to me what You need me to know in this season.

You are good. I have been called to be Your apostle, a prophet to the nations. Create in me the desire, courage, will, spirit, patience, understanding, wisdom, meekness, love, and grace to be who You have called me to be to reach those You predestined to call, those chosen to take up Your banner. Please build my character so that I never again put the Cross of Christ to shame.

In Jesus Name I confess, ask, believe, and receive.